Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Grief for her

There are moments that my heart sinks & I want to cry for my little girl. I look at her & think what it would be like for Kya or Autumn. What if it was them trying to communicate their wants/desires in another language to a total stranger. And suddenly I'm filled with grief for Joy. She is a little person with full faculties and I don't quite know exactly what she needs from me to feel safe, loved & as if she belongs.
Posted by Dawn at 4:21 AM

2 comments:

  1. Bill and ToniMay 1, 2012 at 10:32 AM

    Oh Dawn - that look. Please know that I'm praying for you both!!! God will carry you thru to the other side... where there is life and hope and JOY!!!
    Good news about this roller coaster is that her beautiful smile will be back tomorow. And just you wait till she sees that airplane (pronounced fay jee)!!
    With love and prayer,
    Toni and crew

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  2. Vanessa NewmanMay 1, 2012 at 4:47 PM

    Oh Dawn,
    I am so sorry you are experiencing this. I know positive words aren't the answer right now...BUT.. the fact that she is grieving means she has bonded along her journey to someone & she misses them. THAT IN NO WAY IS A DISCOUNT TO YOU! She will grow to have those same emotions for you very very soon. I know your heart aches for her, telling us is the best thing you can do. We will pray through this and He promises to hear every prayer.
    Hang in there girl!
    Hugs,
    Vanessa

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