Restless from Anticipation.
Restless with the Hope.
I move around a lot. I try to sit but my mind can't focus on any one thing. I move around more. I can focus on little projects but not big ones. My mind wonders from one thing to the next without finishing the previous thought. I have lots of little to-do's each day that I forget all about.
It's a good thing.
Really.
It means we are expecting news of our sweet Joy.
It means the time is getting closer.
It means I am getting excited.
Restless.
This is the best restless I know of. Let me relish in it for just a while.
~ Day 63 of waiting on our formal referral (average wait 42-72 days) ~